unloved
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i don't know why i feel this way, but i really feel so unloved. it's as though my being on this earth is nothing.
i really felt so lousy, i felt like crap. i know, i know falling out of love is not the end of the world. i never really felt this bad even as i had to cope with almost the whole world crashing down on me. i think gareth was just a period of time which God wanted me to be happy and leave everything behind. and now i've got to put gareth aside. it's hard but i'll do it. i've got way too much things to keep my mind off him.
i've got so many people around me these few days, and i think i'm having fun.
the past few days have been really really crazy. and my blog is getting more and more boring! i really need a change in lifestyle. i've got nowhere to breathe!
no wait, before that, I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING HAS COME TOOOOOOOOO FAST!
Lord, please help me.
