MEET RAY (my first nephew)

MEET RANDELL (my second nephew)

MEET GRISELDA (my cousin's rabbit)

MEET RENEE (my RHS partner)

MEET CAMELIA (my LHS partner; hunchie)

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I AM BACK FROM MY SELF AWARENESS CAMP!

firstly, i must thank everyone who shared and bared their souls out to the class. thank you for placing your trust in everyone. it made me realis that i wasn't alone. when i shared my own problems and everything i went through, i was happy that i knew i wasn't alone. i have my closest friends who have the same problem and we can get support from each other. i have never felt this much together with my friends, and i have never felt like someone can understand my problems as they go through it too.

on a lighter note, i had a lot of fun and i felt very tounched when people thanked me :D i felt so appreciated! thank you all!

the games of bonding was really exciting. especially when they passed me down OMG that will be always UNFORGETTABLE. i was so so so scared! sigh, i nearly burst into tears but i've also learnt how to trust my friends more.

oh, and before i forget, GERMAINE IS MY ANGEL! I KNEW IT!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH GERMAINE! :D and my mortal is......... MICHELLE GOH! well, she was like OMG ITS YOU OMG OMG OMG because she had NO IDEA and she had not expect it to be me at all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i love you all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERLENE!!!!!!! i hope you were touched when we celebrated your birthday for you!!!!!! :D



HELLO EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND IS READING MY BLOG!!!!

HAPPY
SAINT
VALENTINE'S
DAY

TO YOU!!!!!!!!

anyway, the past week was quite fun lah. reuniting with the family and all. then going to school, preparing for valentine's day and of course, the LONG AWAITED SELF AWARENESS CAMP! omg i always heard my seniors talk about it and now that it is finally here for me, I AM SO SO EXCITED!

talking to veronica about it! i have so so so much things to bring tomorrow and my sleeping bag takes up SO SO SO SO SO much space! ergh. so annoying, seriously. got to write notes for all those special special people!

sigh i'm so tired and i doubt that i'll actually sleep at camp because of the freaking hard floor >:(

it's going to be kerlene's birthday on saturday and i've bought her a chocolate brownie cake! hahahaha but then they're going to pay me back so HAHAHA! nevermind, i'll contribute some :D

went shopping today and i bought stuff for my angel AND mortal. haha my mortal is so silly. she has completely NO IDEA who am i! HAHAHAHAHAHA and my mortal is.... MICHELLE! i write with my left hand so maybe thats why.... it's really ugly handwriting. when she finds out that it's from me she's going to laugh! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

anyway, my birthday is coming really soon and i'll be checking out the venue on saturday after my self-awareness camp! heehee so excited!

oh and THANK YOU FOR ALL THE FLOWERS AND CANDY AND LETTERS AND THINGS YOU GUYS MADE!!!!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!

SORRY VALERIE THAT I DIDN'T SPEND THE DAY WITH YOU! I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY! OKAY, I LOVE YOU ALOT YEAH! :D



i don't know why, but cny to me has become the most boring thing ever. i can bet that in time to come, i won't carry on the tradition.

if you think about it, how many of us actually talk to our second cousins? the only reason we go visiting is because our parents and grandparents go visiting. in their, their relatives because to us, the other are almost non-existent. there's no form of communication except a smile faked to perfect sweetness and a handshake with "happy new year". thats all.

i'll probably exist in a western country in the near future where i'll be the only one celebrating cny with my family.

the reunion dinners on my mother's side is always unhappy. at least for me. i get so annoyed and stressed out that i give up eating. i hate the way my mother behaves at the table and it really irks me. i try and understand but i simply can't. she is always making me do the things she can do but doesn't want to. or its either that she's shouting through my ears to talk to someone seated an arms length away from her. forgive me if i'm a little deaf after the break.

we had our reunion dinner on tuesday and today (friday).

tuesday's dinner was the stupidest ever. i hardly ate and we started eating at 10pm. yes. when half the world is asleep, i just started my dinner. my mother bugged me to go down and help, and i was almost redundant there. in which i could have been resting because of my stupid period that was draining my concentration and energy. but NO, SHE MADE ME GO DOWN AT A FREAKING 9PM. okay fine, so i ate the amount that my mouth had energy to chew. i left at 1045 by myself, came home, took a shower and slept. case closed. okay maybe not. i was exceptionally quiet and so angry during the dinner with the whole world. reunion dinner wasn't about everyone, it was just about my grandmother and her children, not grandchildren. and what made things worse? my cousin's ugly girlfriend was so effing gross with her public display of affection that it made it weird to watch. if i have to liken her to something NOT homosapien, she'd be an earthworm. why? no backbone, very nua and gross (disgusting).

today. i hated my mother. i rolled my eyes about 17 times at the table and i ate just enough to fill half my stomach. once again, i was almost non-existent. i probably sound whiny and all, but i'm really angry this whole cny. i think it's just PMS. at least my aunty was human enough to sense that there was something wrong. DON'T FORCE TO SWITCH SEATS IF I DON'T WANT TO. ERGH.

i tried okay, i tried to smile. i probably have the blackest face amongst the red during this festive season. sometimes i wish i had someone for me. like, THERE. i know i have... but...

i really don't like my cousin's girlfriend and she's really an ah lian. SHE. SPEAKS. CHINESE. and her hair is rebonded and she smile like velda. yucks. earthworm.

on the lighter side, i absolutely love reunion dinners with my dad's side. i love the people there. i don't resent anyone and i actually like my cousins' girlfriends. and to add on, i actually talk to my cousins because we're not so distant and nobody is so busy with themselves are acting all lovey-dovey with someone they just met 6 months ago (earthworm and my cousin).

the cheoks are the best okay i tell you.

anyway, i'll post the pictures of my nephews (ray and randell) in a happier post! :D



OMG i am FINALLY blogging again!

anyway, it has been a wonderful 2 weeks or so (since the last time i blogged)! i absolutely love renee and camelia!

many things have happened. like the collection of O level results, me not going for 7am mass 3 weeks in a row, not going for weekday mass due to the lack of time, val's confirmation, the kickstart of victoria's gift bearers, me passing my first amaths test in 2 years (I GOT 21 OUT OF 25!!!!!!!), planning of my sweet sixteen, the return of my 5th granduncle and grandaunty. sigh SO MUCH! sec4 has been HECTIC and HEAVY and CRAZY but FUN :D

okay, today is the 5th of february already (i can never seem to spell the month) and what have i NOT done? lets see,

- my geog notes
- my bio notes
- revision for emaths and amaths
- history and social studies worksheetsssssssss
- filing
- PACKING UP MY ROOM PROPER (it is packed for CNY, but the school worksheets are a complete mess!)

and there's alot more. but the most pressing one (for now, to me) is MY SWEET SIXTEEN!

and my dearest CAMELIA THE HUNCHY/HUNCHIE will be turning an awesome FOUR YEARS OLD (her birthday is on the 29th of february you see).

and I LOVE HONGKONG DRAMAS!!!!!!! :D

okay i'll blog again later!

and have i said how much i miss shirlynn cheong mei ling? i miss her giggles :(

I MISS YOU ALOT SHIRLYNN. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!

and I MISS VALERIE TAN ZHI XING LIKE CRAP :( but it's okay, i can smell valentine's day round the corner!

Hello, my name is Julienne

I will be the
most amazing girl
you'll ever meet





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