emo day
Sunday, March 23, 2008
today is emo day. but today is also tatyana's birthday.
so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATYANA! you were such an awesome girl to talk today!
sweet sixteen eh :D
on the other hand, i don't think i know myself anymore. i want to be someone else, i want to be skinny, tall and pretty. as much as i'm trying to convince myself that i love myself, i know i'm not.
as hard as i try, i simply can't make it. i'm not up to that standard. i'm going to have a mental breakdown soon. soon enough it'll teach everyone to stay away from me.
i want to be loved. i need to know i'm loved.
as much as i know i have people around me, losing one out of the many is enough to tear me up, especially
you.
but nonetheless, happy birthday to those celebrating it within this week.
