sick, again
Sunday, April 13, 2008
okay screw it.
i'm the only person who knows of this new blog anyway. i'm getting so pissed with everybody and i don't know why.
i'm pushing everyone away from me. all i ever do is just keep to myself.
i've been MIA for about 5 days now. i guess i'm not surprised how people have decided not to msg me anymore. i guess its a good thing in a way, so that i won't hurt them by ignoring them.
tomorrow is really going to be a bad day. i haven't been in school since wednesday. i don't know how to catch up, neither do i know how to talk to my friends anymore.
it was an overdose of sadness and tears, anger and pain, disgust and remorse. i don't know what came over me, but all i know is that when it comes, nobody escapes it.
i'm trying so hard not to let my parents know, but it doesn't seem to be working one bit. each time i don't flare up, it gets worse.
its a devious monster in me.
