tired
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i am not prepared for school.
and the chantings from the void deck is giving me a headache and i can feel my stupid fever coming back. sometimes i feel like converting the whole world to become catholics so that there won't be all these weird chantings that cause my headaches.
guess what. i don't have dengue fever or any infection, but i've had fevers for 5 days already. this viral fever is killing me.
i haven't spoken to probably 99% of the people i know for 5 days already. i can forsee the problem i'm going to face when i go back.
i've spent a lot of time thinking over the last few days. and nothing came out of it. i think, and then i cry. and the crying doesn't stop.
whatever is happening to me doesn't look too good.
i also feel quite cheated. i guess nobody will actually know how i'm feeling. afterall, nobody even knows of this blog.
as secret as it can get, i'm not sure if i want to keep a blog anymore.
i'm quite sick and tired of everything already. i don't really care anymore.
Social studies kills.
